and some day if you get it together in your heart, maybe we can get back together

this is it! i will fully admit to taking drugs (the OTC kind!) to assist in sleeping last night.

Nate seems pretty excited, even Mags seems a little excited, probably picking up on Nate's energy. I'm watching them play lego right now - its fun watching them interact. It will be weird to see how the dynamics change when Jay gets back.

I wonder if they'll still gravitate to me or if they'll leave me in their dust!

well, i suppose i should get these kids breakfast.