ugh - both kids were up at 5:56am. and, i had stayed up until 11 watching Lost and was so wired after watching (that show just keeps on amazing me) that i didn't fall asleep until closer to 12 and then Mags was up at 12:43 and 4:08.
oh well, coffee to the rescue yet again. today i've decided no projects, no major cleaning etc. i will relax during their naps.
yesterday afternoon we were at the park and there were a few caregivers there with kids and parents started to come by and pick them up and it sort of dawned on me that in 5 short months that will be me - picking my kids up at someone elses house. For the first time ever it sort of struck a chord with me (maybe its the Zoloft)
i like my job and i don't want to give it up but i am seriously considering dropping to 4 days if they'll allow me and if we can swing it financially.
in other big news (big for me because i, of course, generally dislike people) i have set up a playdate with one of the other moms from playgroup. the one with 4 kids who wants more. i think we might actually have some things in common. kind of excited plus it is great to get out.
well we're heading up to Deacon tomorrow so i'll be off the net for a few days. been spending much less time on here anyway since i have to come into the basement and use the unbearably slow desktop (Jay took the laptop with him).