there are days that test your limit as not only a parent but a person. days where you have to lock yourself in the bathroom for 5 minutes so you don't do something you regret. today was one of those days.
after two good nights Mags was up at 10, 11, 11:30, 12:58, 1:40 and 4:48. today she napped for 20 minutes, despite being so obviously tired and cranky she screamed every time i put her down. this evening she pretty much screamed herself to sleep (just 10 min). awful.
Nate who usually loves his books decided to rip one to pieces.
Nate has not pooped in 8 days again.
thankfully, Jay is home again. thankfully i have a dentist appointment tomorrow so i can have some alone time. how sad is that, i have to go to the dentist to get me time!
i'm also going back and forth about cutting my hair off again. i came across a pic recently and i remembered how much i loved it and right now my hair is always in a semi-greasy pony tail or otherwise falling out all over anything and everything.