Monday, August 9, 2010

i used to think i was not like them but i'm beginning to have my doubts

I love Arcade Fire. I'm sorry I didn't drag someone to see them at Bluesfest this year...

Thursday night was brutal. I was hormonal and tired and Nate was pick pick picking and I lost it on him. I screamed so loud i terrified my own child who then cried for his caregiver which made me cry which made him feel guilty for making me cry then i had to try and explain that my crying was in no way his fault even thought it was a little big because he was crying for the caregiver.

Ugh, i had to call in on Friday due to puffy eyes and random bouts of crying.

So, what do I do when I need to feel better? I shopped. mostly for groceries and household stuff and school supplies for Nate and shampoo and stuff but I managed to spend $300.

The rest of the weekend went well I'm happy to say.

I think I'm feeling a bit sad that Nate is starting school already. Where did the last 4 years go? 4 years...