believe it or not, the song the title comes from is quite jaunty.
crap day. seem to have a lot of those lately. this whole daycare thing has stressed me out beyond belief.
i gave our notice to our current caregiver and they graciously offered to give us the $10 a day discount and even offered to adjust the drop off times to better accomodate my work schedule. so i thought our problem was solved. my only worry was how to break it to the new caregiver.
but then, when i picked up the kids last night i mentioned something about Nate going to school in Sept and learned that there isn't a bus route close to them so she can't accomodate Nate in the fall. so, that plan fell apart again beause as much as i think it hurts the kids to switch caregivers. to me its even worse to split the kids up. the logisitics alone of dropping and picking the kids up at two different spots.
anyway, i'm back to the plan of switching and i'm supposed to drop off the deposit tonight to the new person.
ugh, i just can't get rid of this guilt that i am somehow wrecking my babies by failing to provide them with stability. i'm sure i'm overreacting...