well save all, all of your light for those who can't sleep at night

its a good thing that i love Mags as much as i do because i haven't slept more than 3 hours in a row for the past two nights.

she was up about every 45 min in Deacon on Sat night and last night she woke up 3 times including one lengthy 20 minute toss and turn while we made yet another pathetic attempt at co-sleeping. Finally, after that cuddle she went back into her crib and i slept soundly from 2:19 until 5:29 - ok, I guess that makes for 3 hours and 10 minutes.

i'm freakin exhausted. seriously, caring for a newborn is not this tiring and i can say that confidently from experience. i guess partly because at least when you have a newborn you generally don't have to get up and go to work.

ok - enough complaining. Nate had a blast in Deacon going for "bush walks" with mom. he's quite the little trooper. Mom was very impressed with his pace and endurance. so, i guess a three year old has much the same stamina as an almost 60 yr old arthritic woman :)

well, i better go finish getting ready for work though if i had some sick days left i'd be very very tempted right now...