kiss a frog and then dissect, gotta find out whats inside

didn't mean to scare everyone (i use the term everyone liberally!) with yesterday's post. it was meant to sound hopeful not dire.

a few things, namely, baby number 3 are being put on hold until we figure some stuff out.

thats all. i was just tremendously disappointed at first. heartbroken over the decision in fact but i've come to terms with it. i think its just a little reminder that its not my plan alone. and sometimes you just need to take a step back.

today's a new day. today's a good day, i say at 6:20am after being up no less than 4 times last night!

cheers