a few things, namely, baby number 3 are being put on hold until we figure some stuff out.
thats all. i was just tremendously disappointed at first. heartbroken over the decision in fact but i've come to terms with it. i think its just a little reminder that its not my plan alone. and sometimes you just need to take a step back.
today's a new day. today's a good day, i say at 6:20am after being up no less than 4 times last night!